July 11th, 2004

Time: 05:05 pm

Can someone please tell me why summer is already more than half way over??? Time goes so fast anymore, I dont think I'll ever get used to it. Just finished cleaning up around the house today. I mowed the lawn all by myself and I'll be sure to never do it again. Good thing my landlord's mom lives nextdoor,now she has piles of grass in her driveway. Don't even think I'm gonna sweep that shit up. It's too hot the bust out the broom. I cleaned inside today too, but the air had to go on cause I was sweating my ass off. I love a fresh clean house, but I know it will be a mess again by tomorrow. Maybe I used cleaning as an excuse to be alone and think today. I feel like I don't get any time to myself anymore, and unfortunately thats one thing I need to keep myself in check. I think I have more thinking to do before I write anymore. Off to get the mop.

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June 5th, 2004

Subject: How to make a Beautiful Life Time: 12:13 pm

I got this card in the mail this morning from my mom,I really like what it says: Love yourself. MAKE PEACE with who you are and where you are at this moment in time. Listen to your heart. If you can't hear what it's saying in this noisy world, MAKE TIME for yourself. Enjoy your own company. Let your mind wander among the stars. Try. Take chances. MAKE MISTAKES. Life can be messy and confusing at times, but it's also full of surprises. The next rock in your path might be a stepping stone. Be happy. When you don't have what you want, want what you have. MAKE DO. That'sa well kept secret of contentment. There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow. You have to MAKE YOUR OWN WAY. To know where you're going is only part of it. You need to know where you've been, too. And if you ever get lost, don't worry. The people who love you will find you. Count on it. Life isn't days and years. It's what you do with time and with all the goodness and grace that's inside you. MAKE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE. The kind of life you deserve. -I guess I didn't expect to get a card like that from my mom. Maybe she's starting to understand who I am and how I live my life. I almost cied. I don't think we will ever have a full understanding of eachother, but it's funny how a dumb card can make things between us a little bit better.

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June 4th, 2004

Subject: This is me bitching Time: 10:56 pm

I don't what's been up this month, but it must be Fucked-tober. I feel like I haven't been myself for the past couple of weeks. Two weeks ago, I couldn't sleep....that NEVER happens. I didn't have a full night sleep for 6 days. It wasn't like I was worried about something or had anything that serious on my mind, I just kept having these dreams that would last about 15 seconds and then I would wake up. The horrible part was that each night was a diferent dream, but the dream would play over and over, and I would wake up each time it ended, then when I would fall back asleep, it would start all over again...I have NO clue. But thank GOD it hasn't happened since. Then this past week, I had three different dreams where three people I know died. Why you ask? Fucked if I know! But they all freaked me out, so now I'm all worried somebody's gonna die. That's just what I need to finish off this month with a bang.... My jobs have been shit. The tanning salon needs to be blown up and I have no clue how the bar gets its bills paid. Oh yeah and NJW can suck a big fat one. Waitressing at the bar was cool for about 2 weeks, and then everybody decided not to come in anymore. The first two weeks, both Saturdays I made $200. Now I make $50-90. Last week I got sent home early because it was memorial day weekend and I guess everybody decided to boycott Gary's Den. WOW! I made 20 dollars and I spent it on 2 gallons of gas the next day! I think Gary and his den are gonna have to find a new drink/pizza bitch for the summer. OoOoOH! And the DRAMA at this place you wouldn't believe. Everybody knows how Terri loves drama. Leave it to my coooool boss Gary to put me in the middle of a drunken bar fight between two stupid drunk bitches. Yep thats right, hair pulling, chair throwing, the occasional drink spilling and bottle smashing. All in a regular days work here at Garys. The best part was that the people that got thrown out came back the next week and started talking shit to me about Gary and his wife(my boss at the tanning salon) and I got bitched at for "listening to it." Ok, let me think, would you rather have someone in your bar telling everyone that you and your wife are retards and that your wife wants to fuck the lady's husband, or would you rather me hear it out and let you know whats up? Denise told me that I feed into peoples bullshit and that the lady just wanted to get with me....ok Denise.....fuck you. I was about to walk to fuck out but Gary talked me out of it. Lucky him. There are plenty more things to bitch about but I gotta go get Debbie. I hope this week is better.

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May 27th, 2004

Subject: Hi this is Connie! (and Theresa!) were not here right now, but leave a message and we'll call u back Time: 05:19 pm

How time FLIES. That all I have to say. Well actually, that's not all I have to say but seriously I thought it was January a few days ago. I finally moved out of that apartment in D-Hill. One word: HOLLLLLLAR! I am 10000000 times happier in Clifton, although, if you ask me about it,I'll deny living there. D-Hill I love you! Connie and I just stopped talking the day I moved out. Some girl named Theresa (hmmmm) moved in a few days after I moved out, so now Connie has a new friend to lose. Theresa will get tired of her as soon as she realizes she cant leave the house without telling Connie where shes going, with whom, and when she'll be back. Haaaaaave Mercy! Connie also kept my cat which I am still alittle salty about I must admit...but now I have a new kitten and its 10 times cuter and more fun. Her name is Monster. And shes the shit. Debbie and I are just CHILLEN. As usual. I already knew everything about her before we moved in so thats why everything is jellllllllinnnn. haha. Mahhhhh Nizzle Son Dizzle. Im in a weird mood. I had different intentions when I decided to update my journal but things got out of hand.Tomorrow I will write what I really wanted to write. I miss u guys :o( P.S. Terri's 21st b-day is June 6....make a note of it ;-)

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February 25th, 2004

Time: 10:54 am Current Mood: hungry

Heart of Chocolate What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla

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February 18th, 2004

Subject: Stolen from Chipmunk Havertown lol Time: 08:33 pm

PORN STAR ALIAS = First Pet's Name + First Street You Lived on = Mya Taylor EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot = Cinnimon Bahamas SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied = Winky Media...... "FLY GIRL/GUY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of Your Last Name = T.Ma ROCK STAR ALIAS = Any Liquid on the Bar + Last Name of Bad-Ass Celeb = Malibu Farley DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen = Caramel Juice DETECTIVE ALIAS = Favorite Animal + Where You Last Went To School = Pitbull Drexel BARFLY ALIAS = Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Bar Drink = Cracker Baybreeze SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived = Marie Taylor AUTHOR ALIAS = TV Show You Watch + Last Place You Lived = Apprentice Albermarle

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February 15th, 2004

Time: 02:18 pm

I havent written in here forever! I wonder if it still works...

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January 30th, 2004

Current Music: tipsy Subject: Kitties!~ Time: 10:12 am Current Mood: bouncy

Here's a picture of My kitty and Connie's kitty when we first brought them home. Mine is the crazy white and brown one ;o) I put a few pics on my corny webpage from xmas and when rob and I went skiing. I'll put more pics up later.

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January 27th, 2004

Time: 09:55 am Current Mood: hungry

I could really go for a Dunkin Donuts sugar jelly donut right now...mmmmm im obsessed.

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January 23rd, 2004

Subject: chapter 1 Time: 03:26 pm Current Mood: weird

trickSta022: you should be looking for a job right now Auto response from J0NNY 007: Not Hurrr!!!! trickSta022: yes u are hurrrr dont lie J0NNY 007: hahahah Auto response from J0NNY 007: "life can only be understood backward, but it must be lived foward" J0NNY 007: enough with the damn sad stories trickSta022: you. are. a. sad. story. dizzle. Auto response from J0NNY 007: WHo wAnts sOmE PiMp jUiCe?????? trickSta022: heres a sad story for you: trickSta022: once upon a time, in a land called drexel hill, a jobless bum named sullivan lived in his parents house. he thought welfare checks and food stamps were even cooler then real money so he never got a job. instead of working, old jobless sullivan looked at porn sites online all day. he thought this made him a pimp and even put up away messages asking if people want some pimp juice. after awhile, sullivan used all of his welfare and food stamps on the gay fagget porn sites he would look at. unfortunatly this left him with no choice but to become a male prostitute. sulllivan lived the rest of his life taking it in the butt from corny kids with mustangs and sucking the dicks of the rich and famous. he never made a dollar out of fifteen cents. the end.' Auto response from J0NNY 007: hOLLa BaCk YoUnGiN!!!!!!!!!!! trickSta022: hollar at your author

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Subject: WOOOOOOOOAH Time: 12:43 pm

This thing is the shit haha LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: tricksta02 Your haiku: i could catch them off guard sometimes and get my bum ass doin some school Username: Created by Grahame

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Current Music: mario & pdiddy- ready or not Subject: Donald Trump says: YOU'RE FIRED Time: 10:21 am Current Mood: cheerful

Life seems to changing at a steady pace now...I really hope that I'm ready for whats in store. I guess no one is REALLY ready for life's suprises...I just wish I could catch them off guard sometimes and get a head start. So, I am officially LAID OFF. Can I get a FUCK YOU?! No, I'm really happy this business decided to close. Being successful for 25 years and making millions in the process would definately make me want to retire early too, so bon voiage Peter. Besides the negative of being temporarly jobless, I'm excieted for the change. I've wanted to leave that 9 to 5 bullshit for so long because there are so many other things I'd rather do with my time than sit behind a desk and and play with my dick for 8 hours....well if I had one thats probably what I'd be doing all day. I bet if I had a dick I'd get paid more....Anyway, I put my resume in at T.V. Guide last week and now I have an interview for next Thursday. Could it BE?! I MIGHT get a new JOB! SHIZZZZZZZZZZLE! I dont care if I HATE it in the begining, its a start on a new path towards things that I want. I WILL get what I want thru WHATEVER it takes. YAY for being a jobless bum. YAY for not having a dick. YAY for jelly donuts.

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January 21st, 2004

Current Music: brush ya shoulders off Time: 10:21 am Current Mood: loved

Here's a picture of the promise ring Rob bought me for X-Mas. I just picked it up yesterday from getting sized, YAY!

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January 19th, 2004

Subject: I need a chiropractor Time: 09:40 am Current Mood: in pain

After a long weekend of scraping, hammering, ripping, and painting, the room is finally done....and it makes me feel good to think, I did almost all of it myself. Rob helped me rip up the carpet and prime the walls on Saturday. That was a big help. But when he left at 4:30 for work, I started painting all of the trim (from this moment forward, I officially hate trim). Debbie came over, cleaned a little, and chilled. On Sunday, I went to the house by myself because I just wanted to get things DONE. I painted the walls, pulled up the staples out of the floor from the carpet, and re-painted the wood floor. Needless to say, my limbs are falling off. Maybe if I jump out of a window, my back will get cracked and feel better. But, besides that, I am proud of myself and feel like I really accomplished something because the room turned out exactly how I wanted it to....YAY! Tonight I'm thinking about going back over and helping Debbie paint the rest of her room, but thats only if my arms don't fall off by then. I need a break from paint fumes. I am supposed to go with Steve and Rob to the Y tonight so we can get memberships, but I know if I go with the boys, they are gonna want to work out and I'm not havin that. They can stay and jerk off in the sauna, im leavin and soaking my brittle bones in a hot bath. Not tonight fellas.

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January 16th, 2004

Subject: YOU Time: 03:07 pm Current Mood: mellow

YOU: are very kind and I appreciate what you have given me. YOU: are so annoying, but you make me smile even when I don't want to. I can't hide it, you'll always be my friend. YOU: make me wish I had a nickel for every time I heard you say you're sick. YOU: and I were seperated at birth. YOU: give me cocky looks when come to my apartment. Stop cause you're ugly. YOU: contributed to most of the reason why I used to get retarded everyday. The day you apologize is the day I forgive you, but we both know that will NEVER happen. YOU: are supposed to be in my life for a reason, I'm just not sure exactly what for. YOU: are the dumbest bitch I've ever came across. Probly the nastiest too. Get a job and get some rehab, maybe a car and move out of your parents. Do anything that shows your not what I say you are. YOU: walked to the diner at 6am drunk to get me a bacon, egg,and cheese on a bagel. That was the shit, ur my bitch. YOU: are a strong woman, and for what you've gone through, I know you've earned your ticket. I love you. YOU: deserved to live a full life. I know you're not here, but I hope you can hear me. YOU: are my favorite and always will be. YOU: tried to say whats up when you saw me at WaWa ...stop cause I still hate you. Stay away from me. I'm serious, its NEVER gonna happen. Most of these people wont read this. Oh well.

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January 13th, 2004

Time: 01:05 pm Current Mood: crushed

Sometimes I hate EVERYTHING!

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January 7th, 2004

Subject: Stolen from Jen...... Bored :o\ Time: 01:34 pm Current Mood: mellow

LAYER ONE: -- Name: Terri -- Birth date: June 6, 1983……bring munchkins to school!!! -- Birthplace: Mercy Fitzgerald Hospital -- Current Location: Bala Cynwyd, PA -- Eye Color: Brown -- Hair Color: brown/blonde -- Height: 5'5 -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: Gemini LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: Italian, Irish -- The shoes you wore today: Black Boots -- Your weakness: Shoes -- Your fears: death, failure, being lonely -- Your perfect pizza: Gaetano’s -- Goal you'd like to achieve: Success -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol -- Your thoughts first waking up: sleep is goooooooood -- Your best physical feature: …? -- Your bedtime: Usually sometime after 12 -- Your most missed memory: Going to Grandpop’s pharmacy in West Philly LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald’s Breakfast YUMMMMM -- Single or group dates: dates? How gay…? -- Adidas or Nike: Nike -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Sweetened No Lemon……Bangin! -- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: Dunkin Donuts Coffee LAYER FIVE: Do you... -- Smoke: yes……:( -- curse: what the fuck do you mean? -- Sing: In the shower and in the car, other than that, don’t count on catchin me at karaoke night -- Take a shower everyday: yes -- Do you think you've been in love: yes -- Want to go to college: been there, going back -- Like(d) high school: Miss high school :( -- Want to get married: yea -- Believe in yourself: Most of the time -- Get motion sickness: hell no -- Think you're attractive: I guess -- Think you're a health freak: No, I am going to marry pizza -- Get along with your parent(s): I luv my daddy, me n mom are better now that I moved out -- Like thunderstorms: Love em -- Play an instrument: Piano by ear, planning on taking lessons In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: yep -- Smoked: yea -- Done a drug: no -- Had Sex: oh for real? Sex? -- Made Out: YAY! -- Gone on a date: date…. -- Gone to the mall?: yea -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Ewww I hate Oreos -- Eaten sushi: nah -- Been on stage: um no -- Gone skating: does skiing count -- Made homemade cookies: yep -- Gone skinny dipping: no -- Dyed your hair: nope -- Stolen anything: stole a cheeseburger from Jack Frost cause they pissed me off….sorry :( LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yea -- If so, was it mixed company? yep -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Definately -- Been caught "doing something": yes -- Been called a tease: yea -- Gotten beaten up: nope -- Changed who you were to fit in: I dunno LAYER EIGHT: -- Age you hope to be married: 24-26 -- Numbers and Names of Children: hopefully 3 -- How do you want to die: Peacefully -- Where you want to go to college: Dunno -- What do you want to be when you grow up: Successful -- What country would you most like to visit: Egypt, Australia, Italy, Paris…oh you mean pick one? LAYER NINE: -- Number of drugs taken illegally: too embarrassed to say -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 8 -- Number of CDs that I own: too many to count -- Number of piercings: 7 -- Number of tattoos: 0 -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: twice as far as I know -- Number of scars on my body: One on my lower lip, One on my knee when Matt tripped me in a race -- Number of things in my past that I regret: none -- Reason for filling out this survey : boredom

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January 6th, 2004

Current Music: Suga howd ya get so FLY?! Subject: Happy New Yeeeeeezie mah Neeezie! Time: 09:42 am Current Mood: rushed

Wow, I had an amazing New Years weekend. How great is it when other peoples plans go bad, but it's to your advantage?! Rob's boss definately let us, pete, and alicia use her BANGIN house at Split Rock in the Poconos....I know I would never be able to afford something like that so it was such a treat to be there. There was a fireplace, a jacuzzi, a sauna, and 2 decks on this beauty. I was in Heaven. We even got to see a bunch of deer right out front, one even let Alicia feed it bread! I wasted SO much film on those cute lil deer..... For most of New Year's Eve, Rob and I were stuck in the car driving to the place. We got to the place around 11:30 and tried to get to the lake for the fireworks but we couldnt seem to figure out EXACTLY where the lake WAS, so we stayed in and drank some fizzle...lol. Thursday we just spent the day exploring the place...went to the gift shop,then to the "Crossings" 150 outlet stores (loved it!!!!), then to the hot tub/pool, then to a nice dinner and off to the bar for the rest of the night. Friday morning, Rob and I went to Jack Frost (which was right across the street from Split Rock)to go skiing. I had never been skiing before so I was totally excieted. Good thing I fell twice on the bunny slopes....such a loser. Why can five year old kids get on snow boards and rock the slopes, but I fall on my ass, and lose my sticks and my keys? Fuckers. lol. Nah after I fell the third time I was determined to never fall again, and it worked. About an hour after we got there I was doin awesome... GO ME!! The rest of the day was pretty much like the day before, which I was happy about cause I love just chillen. Saturday we ate some yummy breakfast and headed home. I feel like I really needed the lil getaway, even if it was just to forget about everyday life for the time being. I made some pretty good New Years resolutions this year, I plan to carry each one of them out, in no particular order....Well, lets just say so far that the first one to be completed is either get a new job or move. They are both going to be happening within the next month or so....SO YAY! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE and I hope you all stick to you resolutions like glue cause this is our prime time to become what we strive to be!

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December 29th, 2003

Subject: haha Time: 04:31 pm Current Mood: full

Children Books That Didn't Make It To The Press: 1...You Are Different and That's Bad 2...The Boy Who Died From Eating All His Vegetables 3...Dad's New Wife Robert 4...Fun four-letter Words to Know and Share 5...Hammers, Screwdrivers and Scissors: An I-Can-Do-It Book 6...The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking 7...Kathy Was So Bad Her Mum Stopped Loving Her 8...Curious George and the High-Voltage Fence 9...All Cats Go to Hell! 10...The Little Sissy Who Snitched 11...Some Kittens Can Fly. 12...That's it, I'm Putting You Up for Adoption 13...Grandpa Gets a Casket 14...The Magic World Inside the Abandoned Refrigerator 15...Garfield Gets Feline Leukaemia 16...The Pop-Up Book of Human Anatomy 17...Strangers Have the Best Candy 18...Whining, Kicking and Crying to Get Your Way 19...You Were an Accident 20...Things Rich Kids Have, But You Never Will 21...Pop! Goes The Hamster...And Other Great Microwave Games 22...The Man in the Moon Is Actually Satan 23...Your Nightmares Are Real 24...Where Would You Like to Be Buried? 25...Eggs, Toilet Paper, and Your School 26...Why Can't Mr. Fork and Ms. Electrical Outlet Be Friends? 27...Places Where Mummy and Daddy Hide Neat Things 28...Daddy Drinks Because You Cry

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December 23rd, 2003

Current Music: Twisted- Keith Sweat Subject: Shaggin Waggin Time: 01:54 pm Current Mood: pissed off

Fucken asshole CAR! I hate my car I swear to god I'm gonna blow it up! So number one, my front passenger side wheel has been squeaking contuniously for 3 days....guess its time for a fix. THEN, I go to get taco bell for lunch today, and as I'm sitting in the drive thru line, my car starts SMOKING. The ghetto sled is awake from the dead....again. So I'm like, SHIT, I need to get the hell out of line....NOPE, there are 50,000 people in line and the guy behind me is on my ass. So then I smell the scent my car is famous for....Antifreeze. God damn it I hate this hoopdie. So then, ok, I'm stuck in line while my car is about to over heat and blow up. I couldnt get out of line and I knew there was antifreeze spraying out of my car....but the 1979359 black people that saw it didnt think I did. "Excuse me, theres smoke and antifreeze comming out of your car." REALLY?!?! Well, I had NOOOOO idea! THANKS buddy! You're a LIFESAVER! So, anyway, I finally get my tacos and drive into the next parking lot infront of Big & Tall. I get out and there is like every OUNCE of antifreeze that was at one point in my car, now allllll over the parking lot and what's left is trickling out of my car. I have nightmares about this happening I swear to God because it happened so many times last year. Eventually I call my Dad and he comes up, bust out the tool set and pops the hood. He said the hose connecting to the Radiator popped off and it was an easy fix....so he fixed it while I walked down City Line Ave to find some water and antifreeze. We filled up the tank and the car decided to be nice and be fixed. Sometimes the car doesnt wanna be fixed and it gets itself even more fucked up. I was so depressed about what happened that I went into the Petco across the lot and spent $55.41. What the hell did I buy? I dont even know. Stupid stupid fucken stupid ass ghetto car....why me? Mmmmmm tacos are my comfort food.

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